Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."

Ah, I finally remembered that this space existed ~ Past few days have been really awesome, omgosh. I seriously love everything <3 heh. Nothing much to post, too many fun things happened already like Sentosa, getting lost, shopping, pumping, eating, omgomg ^^ so guess I'm just gonna blog about today.

I had facial at 3pm at 311, afterwhich I went to Cine to pump ^^ met Justin and he introduced me to a friend didn't play much cause got no time. But the last song, my toes rammed to the metal nails when I was chiong-ing the last part an that happened (in the picture) so awesome ^^ I can finally call myself a real pumper LOL. After that went to ps to find Ranen and Greg, decided to head back to Cine to have dinner, lol. Ate at some HK restaurant? :\ after that walked around, went to Fred Perry and saw new items went to the arcade and played 2 games (yeah even when my toes were that bad) then went off.

Tomorrow hopefully gonna meet JQ and Justin, then pump together! (with a lil' jubeat ^^)

<3

I had one of the best best most awesome weekend was totally busy on both days ^^v

There was school on a Saturday morning for the sponsorship presentation. It was good, I think I did well ^^ Proud of myself ~~ met Phelycia in school, went to Taka and got a few stuff for ourselves. She’s crazy over her Superball, and I got one for myself too! So fun ^^ Walked around, I got a few gifts then went off to MOS Burger to sit down and chat. Continued walking and she wanted to go to Paragon’s Toys R Us to get another ball. Zomg, I had to stop her! >.> hahaha sorry dear, it was really for your own good XD went to Cine, she sent me there, so sweet .> it was fairly good, not the best but yeah. Played a few more rounds and then went homeee. :3

Sundayyy, there was an Open House! My dad’s tennis friends came, my brother’s work friends and my dad’s relatives came. I had to be the bartender, cause they didn’t let me touch their cooking. >.> it was a busy day, at night went to sum up the awesome weekend with pump at Tm! Seriously played crazy a lot until I stink of sweat. Went with Adri and Hadi, then Justin came for a while. Showed Adri routine so he could understand better >.> afterwards went to cheers, got some stuffs, went homeee.

Slept at 12-2 accidentally then went to talk on the phone all the way till school, and gosh I feel hyper-ly tired. Got the colours award, though the envelop had nothing in it since the certificates haven’t come yet. >.> in AVA now, slacking in the room again during lunch. The only reason why I’m so sian of the programme is cause of reflections, seriously. -___-

Can’t wait for school to be overr. Meeting Justin, then tuitionnnn. Malay B oral is next week. Damn. Saya takut. :<

I’ve been sleeping really lately nowadays. So much for my “I’m so tired, I’m so gonna go home early and sleep straight after!” -.- end up sleeping way past 3, sometimes no sleep at all. This is so not good for me

I didn’t post about my birthday! I forgot >< I had one of the best birthday ever, this year was more about gifts :X special thanks to AO brothers and sisters <3 Ben, Jessica, Danial, Shadow, Jia Rong, Devil, Sky, Germaine (more to you guys surprising me at home rather that that weird gift XD), Phelycia<3, Justin, Ili, Adri, Nada, Papa awesome gifts, seriously happy thanks everyone ~~

Okay, so I've to go to class like everyday now, which is surprising cause people always thing, TT, super slack, no o levels etc but we seriously do a lot of work in school. Damn. But it's a good exposure, get to learn new things that I can use for my future

Been going out lately again too, and also doing my work-out my emo-ness is wearing off

Next is Khristine, helloo, I'm still waiting k? Still haven't forgotten you dear, hope you haven't forgotten about me too!

I'm so tired, slacking in the AVA room now while the rest are having an hour lunch. It's nice lying here alone

Can't wait for later, gonna have training then meet Justin and Brian for dinner and ice cream!
Ta ~

" I'll find repose in new ways, though I haven't slept in two days. 'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in vanilla twilight, I'll sit on the front porch all night; Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you, I don't feel so alone. "

Hari Raya’s here, and it’s been really busy and stuff. Took quite a few pictures with family and relatives Hopefully I’ll be able to put up pictures here. (I can’t even put up the pictures in Facebook yet, dieme. -.-)

Thanks JQ, Justin and Phelycia for visiting

Today has been a really long day, and so has yesterday. Haven’t slept since yesterday (or 2 days ago) and I can just crash anytime.

Met Justin @ Bugis, headed off to NLB to do our work. Sadly, fail much. We ended up fighting and making too much noise. So we left the place, but not before he locked me up in the toilet -.- Went to Cine, met up with an overseas guy called Brian from Phillipines. A freestyler, cool. Played a few rounds, then brought him for lunch and walked around. And surprisingly, I vomitted just now. I think it’s cause of not eating + pumping + water + stitches. Not a good combination. Brought him to Taka, Ion, etcetc.

I had to leave to collect some skirt from Charisse, and they were tired. We went our own separate ways, and I went to Charisse’s house and talked to her about stuffs. Finally eh. My dad picked me up and then we went to go visiting again.

I can’t believe I haven’t slept yet. I’m so gonna have a face full of pimples and eyebags and everything. Gosh. :<

“Where are you, and I’m so sorry. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always, this sick strange darkness, comes creeping on so haunting everytime. And as I stared I counted, the webs from all the spiders, catching things and eating their insides, like indecision to call you, and hear your voice of treason. Will you come home and stop this pain tonight?

Stop this pain tonight..”

I’m backkk, and I’m happy as usual! I had my facial @ 1pm, and then I went to Cineleisure to have manymany rounds of pumping! Super happy cause I think I’ve improved a lottttt, despite my period weighing me down I could pass manymany songs which I couldn’t pass/fullbar before >< So I’m really satisfied ^^ Played till I got drenched in my own sweat (And my hair now has salt crystals at the ends cause of all the perspiration!) Kekeke. ^^ Anyway I met a new friend eventhough I don’t know what his name is called

Afterwards, went to 311 and met up with Sam for a while. Had Yami Yoghurt ^^ (Although I was supposed to have ice-cream with Kevin but he couldn’t make it ><) Talked for a while, and he sent me to the mrt and went back to his direction. Hehehe, thanks Samm ^^

Although things didn’t go well in the morning, I’m back to a happy happy girl today. I need to get as much fun as I can get because there’ school tomorrow! Nuuuu :<

* Should I continue with my core exercises eventhough I’m having bad period cramps? Justin told me to stretch, LOL.

Taa ~

Hmm. Finally I’m using this idiotic laptop of mine to post again. I’ve actually typed out a really long post about what I’ve been doing all the while, and when I pressed ‘Publish’, boom. My laptop hanged. -__- *strangles laptop* So never mind, I’m just gonna write whatever comes into my mind

Just before school started, I went out a lot more so as not to waste time which the school will later on do for me. Went out and pumped a lot, a few taught me freestyle and nightmare, thanks ^^ Did some shopping with Daniel and Jessica, then with Ili, family, etc and bought many many things. Happy ^^ But problem is that I still don’t have anything to wear despite the new clothes I bought Watched a movie with Justin too, Step Up 3 was nice. Another emotional movie for me -.- (I can’t remember a movie where I have not cried/teared omg) The dancings were nice, what got me were the shoes. Zomg. I really wanna get one too.

Okay, so school started! Not to study, but to Sunlove! (It’s an organisation to help the needy elderly) Me, Prakash, Brandon, Azwan, Hui Wen in one team and went to clean up this old aunty’s house. (Thank god it wasn’t Gregory’s one cause it smelt of rotten pee) While cleaning, we talked with the aunty and she was sooooo cuuuute. She was really a poor thing cause she didn’t have anyone to live with, no relatives, no siblings, no parents whatsoever. but she kept saying that she’s very happy which melted our hearts (happy because she at least got a place to stay and had friends at Sunlove) We really did our best to clean up her place (despite me being stupid and spraying window cleaner into my face) and we did a great job! She brought us to the nearby coffee shop and treated us drinks.

Next day, we were supposed to welcome the elderly to our school, and ta-daa! She’s back! Cute as ever ^^ Did a walkabout, played games, lucky draw, and they went back. So gonna miss that aunty. Gonna visit her one day cause we promised to give her the photo of us together.

So ok! Sunlove is over! For the whole week, I decided that enough was enough. I’ve been slacking waaay too much, so I had to get my fitness and stamina back. I started to run daily and do weights, hopefully to stay on track. Running at night was awesome, ran to Siglap Park Connector to East Coast Park, ran the whole stretch, then back. The breeze was awesome ^^ I’m gonna run that path like everytime I go out to run from now onwards. I did gym and now my body’s sore :< Hopefully I’ll get used to it. I feel so much better than just staying at home now Oh, and I still have PIU to help me with my legs XD Gonna be a sweet, sweet, end of the year Gonna run and gym and pump and everything happy, happy me ~ Gonna rest at home now and hopefully I’ll get to pump/run later on

Thanks Phelycia for the day and Justin for the night yesterday.

Long time again, but I don’t really bother. It’s irritating when you want to put up pictures but you just can’t seem to. Sucks ttm.

This week’s been really boring. It’s pretty much training, training, training. I wonder what happened to the ’2 training sessions per week’. -.- Sigh.

Now instead of going to Bugis for rounds of Jubeat, I’ve been going to Tampines Mall and Cineleisure very often lately. Haha, thumbs up for PIU2. ^^ Awesomeee. Met new friends whom I can play with, yay I won’t have to depend on Adri or Hadi alone anymore when I want to play There’s the PIU commpetition coming up, but sad I’m not gonna participate. It’s been too long since I’ve last played, so I’m really not ready for it. I wish the rest good luck though! I’ll be coming down to check out the competition though

I’m so hungry and bored. I want to sleeep. But before that,

I’m always the problem. I’m the mistake. You don’t deserve this, and neither do I. Sorry that you made the wrong decision. Sorry that you met me in your life. Sorry that things just can’t go your way. Whatever it is, sorry ok. But I really can’t be bothered to talk and fight about this anymore. Really lazy and no mood. So I’m just giving in. You just take your time k. Do whatever you want.

Gosh headache. o(><)O

(Sometimes, I’m just getting more and more uninterested and lazy. So yes, you’ll be affected unless you do something about it.)

I got back from Malaysia 2 days ago. It was good, despite many diciplinary actions for some juniors. It was overall a great team bonding experience. pictures will be posted up soon once I use my laptop.

We had a roll off for HK open, it was surprising. Everyone bowled badly, so funnyy. Currently 2nd, hopefully I can maintain on the 11th.

Had SSL masters today, I bowled surprising well (despite the forth game-_-) it was great. Got champion for masters, followed by Joy, Tracy and Hui Wen. (yes, all ssp bowlers<3) heh. Went to eat at imm, then felt super sick suddenly. Went home and immediately slept. When I woke up, damn. Having a super high fever. Like, 39.1? So fast an unexpected. It was lucky I became sick after my masters. So just slacking and suffering at home, gosh I hope I get well soon. I don't like this.

Internship’s over Hoho. The presentation was okay, went to CNIS.

Me: Mr Kelvin, what time must we be in school tomorrow?
Mr Kelvin: 10. You should know.
Me: But everyone else said it’s at 12.
Mr Kelvin: No.

So I left super early, got stuck in a jam, sent my brother to work and he had to run in the rain cause we thought I was late, and I got wet.

Me: So where do I go now? I’m here already.
Mr Kelvin: HUH? So fast?!
Me: Err, yeah. You told me 10 what. Early meh?
Mr Kelvin: Oh, did I? Really? Oops. I thought I said 12.

-.-!!! OMG. He made my brother wet cause of the rain. And I skipped training cause he said in the morning and I was supposed to have training in the morning. -.-

It was good to see my old friends again. I’ll so miss school lah. <3

Anyhooo, I'm finally back to PIU! Hehe ^^ There's a new machine at TM, Pump It Pro 2! 2!! Heh, spamm. But they really spammed. The credits would always be at least 8. It was so confusing. Met few new people Surprised that they actually knew me. ^^ Heh. They said that there's a new maching at Cine! Okay I'm so gonna go there now! It's much more sensitive Yay can speed tap now <3

I'm heading off to Malaysia tomorrow! With the bowling academy. Well, hopefully it'll be fun. I'm just looking forward to Sunway and Genting! Who the hell wants to go to Melacca. -_- Seriously. A little waste of time. Ah well. Better than nothing. Will be back on Thursday, with pictures too!

I love PIU2 & Jubeat <3